garage sale

OK i must be crazy right now ! exams in 4DAYS time, i haven't finish reading and I'm writing this? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ?? honestly this is the MOST unprepared exam so far. weiiihh kental nya kau raihan ! you know whats going on with me ? i open my book, read one paragraph out of MILLIONS other paragraphs, and i either yawned or my focus slipped away JUST LIKE THAT in few minutes ! *sighh* will try harder after i finish this. i promise ! (secretly crossing my fingers i bet you guys cant see)

regarding the title of this post, i think i'll surely organize a garage sale once i graduated from INDIA. its just my second year here and my wardrobe is about to burst anytime soon (3doors wardrobe that is), my bagsss?? don't mention it ! my accessories left unworn, my shoes are already stacking on each other because 10 FRICKING compartments don't seem to be enough (with heels hanging everywhere around it, i wish u guys can imagine) my bed sheets that i bought and still left undisplayed ! theres just too many things ! i don't know what is going to happen within another 3 YEARS !!!

so get yourself prepared ! i GUARANTEE u this is something i PROMISE will happen. just patiently wait OK ? and start saving money for me. HAHAHA ! OK people u can start wishing me good luck for my exams ni ! OBVIOUSLY I NEED ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD.

p/s: i know on9 shopping is the in thing. but i just don't have time for all that. shipping? updating blog? with the course I'm in, i definitely not destined to do those works.

xoxo

stop trying ur level best to take whats mine, because u'll never get the chance honey u'll never get. so stop dreaming like a child ;))

Queen R.

countdown!!

for this. saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEBANGSAAN ke-52 to all Malaysians all over the world! i really had fun during our 'merdeka and majlis berbuka puasa celebration' with the embassy last night ;)) let us all contribute something to our country, with excellent performances (chehhh) in whatever field we are in ;))

31.08.09

and for this too! to all gossip girl bitches all over the world! ;)) hopefully the 3rd season will be filled with more exciting bitch action and heart-melting romantic scenes! oh i heard Hillary duff, tyra banks and Joanna Garcia (privileged) will be in. so CANT WAIT ;DD

14.09.09

xoxo,

gossip girl (BAHAHA)

the thoughts :)

i went for terawikh just now, and no do not get me wrong. im not trying to boast around. i just got a shock of my life to see the crowd-less hall. i can actually count with my ten fingers the total of makmum lelaki! i was wrong mannn. i thought i'll see you, him, him and him since this is a special month, but NADAAAAA they were no where to be found. just the same old same old person, im pretty sure all of u can guess who. this is sad...lagi ramai mesti lagi meriah ;(

but kena lah selalu bersangka baik kan? may be hari ni je dia org x dtg surau? or may be mereka sembahyang terawikh di rumah. yeah MAY BE. then i think its good enough ;) i know ini bukan solat fardhu, but to me, lelaki yang tak bersembahyang terawikh ialah lelaki yg paling tidak macho walaupun kau kacak nak mampus. i just dont adore such people. (apatah lagi kalau tinggal solat fardhu) so everybody, i know im not a right person to tell this (but just because i dont wear hijab that doesnt mean i cant give advice right?) since its ramadhan yang setahun sekali je ni (which may be our last ramadhan who knows?) banyak2 kan lah beramal ;)

i almost shed my tears just now. hm. may be a good one.

this is real!

i used to be a girl who'll take everything very seriously. not in the sense of jokes, but other things. like i used to be so mad when somebody (who is dearly to me of course) just leave without saying good bye. as in in the middle of sms-ing or Im-ing without considering the fact they may be having something so immediate they really got to go. and this has caused me so much trouble because due to the mood swing that i created myself, i cant focus on my studies. stupid me.

i cried buckets just because somebody (who is dearly to me of course) wish my birthday few minutes/HOURS later than others that are not so dearly to me, without considering the fact they may have their own reasons (which i cant think of any right now, haha) and this has caused me so much pain and it ruined my birthday when i can actually take it easy and just enjoy the rest of it. stupid me.

the fact that i am a planner, everything has to be done accordingly. and i expect it to happen no matter what, without thinking that sometimes certain things come unexpectedly like emergencies and all and even with plan A B C D & E, if something is not meant to be happened, it just wont. but stupid me, i go all disappointed with it even when somebody come up with another idea. i can actually just go with the flow!

and i went emotional all the way when i got to know something very important about somebody who is close to me from somewhere/somebody else and not from themselves. when they might thought that they've told me, its just them being forgetful. like come on, i forgot things too right?? pfffft!

so u see, being all negatives will never lead u to a happy life. and that was me, yeah WAS (or is? no no I'm sure WAS. haha) now that I'm a person who'll take things easy (easy doesn't mean ignore), and think about others situation as well when something unpleasant happened, had really made my life easier and HAPPIER ;))! even when they suddenly disappear, even when they ruined my birthday, even when they ditch me with my PERFECT plans, even when they dont tell me things, i'll just smile and think positive!

come to think of it, theres nothing to lose right so why crying and being mad at something unnecessarily? so ladies and gentlemen if u are someone just like me (the old me) come on make it WAS as well! and even if being positive wont make u feel any better, here's the thing. remember this charming mantra! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. buat baik di balas baik, buat jahat di balas jahat, easy peasy ;))

to all the cry babies in the world, CHEERS ;D

orgasmic!

OK honestly people, tell me now where can i get this! i want i want i want! if u are in India, please tell me n I'll love u forever! omg look at the colour! very ORGASMIC! and this silicon cover I'm searching for is for blackberry bkn iPhone tau, in case u guys gt confused! heheh ;ppp

n if i can have all 14 colours (which comes in 1set in USA, LUCKY LUCKY people!!) i'll change my bb cover everyday before i go to college!!

n btw, im serious about finding one. SOS!

study mode-ON.

everybody at Malaysia now must be busy preparing juadah berbuka puasa, but here i am sitting in front of my laptop munching my 5star chocolate. hehehe, I'll join u guys tomorrow OK ;) speaking of ramadhan! how i wish I'm at home with my family now. omg life is hard without u guys, tsk tsk ;( ok! dh dh malas lah cerita pasal kemeriahan di rumah, benci!

i just wanna let u guys know that I'm running out of time! exams are coming real soon! and I'm just ABOUT to start. don't worry this is not unusual. I'm really a last minute person and it kinda works that way. a lot of portion to be covered and i just got 15 days left! ok that's FAST!! and poooooff! I'll be in Malaysia again right after my last paper! that's the sweetest part ;))

ENDLESS i tell u!

so I'm in study mode. might rarely update my blog. wish me luck people ;)) oh and one more thing! my sleep cycle has changed now! since its ramadhan, u'll prolly see me on9 as early as 5! i guess its good for my knowledge grasping as well ;) tk cr everyone!

all the good things ;)

hari ini birthday si comel saya ;)) happy birthday ibu!! semoga sihat tubuh badan (mmg sihat pun badan dia, heheh) i mean kesihatan ;p semoga masakan2 ibu bertambah kesedapannya so that if ayah dah melantak ngn kawan2 dia kt office pun still akan balik rumah utk lunch bersama (ewaahhh) sila lah perasan anda muda sbb belum 50 tahun (dia yg claim weihhhh x boleh bla! hahah!) LONG LIVE THE QUEEN ;DD love u love u love u!!

and to all muslims, selamat berpuasa! shopping sakan di bazaar ramadhan tu ingat2 lah kami di perantauan. hehehe! banyak kan beramal ok? mari sama2 kita jadi kan ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari ramadhan yg sebelumnya. saya nk cuba khatam kan al-quran, insyAllah. doa kan saya ok! jom ramai2? ;))

i got surgery test tomorrow but still haven't started anything yet. i just feel that something is missing. its just so empty ;(

3,2,1 ACTION ;DD

and this to mum, heheh. im sorry ibu...alaaa still cute what? hahaha ;pp