im home!

ohhhh i know u guys miss me! im in malaysia now and i dont really hv good relationship with my laptop once im here, and u prolly know why :)) hahaha. so just a quick update! remmbr i told u about my plan on how i would manage my studies?? i did it people!! i went to the library on my second day home :)) i know AMAZING ryte??

take a peek people :)

you guys know wht?? on my way back from bangalore that day, suddenly the cabin crew made an announcement that they need a doctor! fulamakkkk cool kot?? HAHA. theres someone having problem which i dont wht it was because im not kepochi enough to ask. me, ira and hamid were about to volunteer ourselves as a medical student if theres no doctor inside our plane! *xsedar diri kan kita org??* haha. bt FORTUNATELY theres one doctor and everything was under control :)

im too busy having my time with my family and love ones, so i will probably get back on track on this blog when im back in INDIA ok?? so tk cr everybody!! i knw u miss me, XoXo!

f-a-m: theres only ONE reason why i hate to be home! ayah will call me everytime he couldnt reach ibu *since im the only one left at home* because she din pick up his calls! as early as 9am. *just to ask, awk dh ada brkfst belum kt rumah!!* OMG plissss ayah i dont want to gt up yet....ZZzzZZ!

WOW

ok guys dont get too excited. WOW doesnt stand for world of whatever *ok i dnt knw* that game u guys addicted to. this WOW is like when u see liv tyler in front of u, and u go like WOW... yeah that kind of WOW im talking right now.

so this evening, somethng really WOW happn to me! hahah. i jogged people! yessss that spells J-O-G-G-E-D! isnt tht WOW u?? trust me, this is somethng u'll hear only ONCE IN A BLUE MOON. im so proud of myself i can actually run without getting tired *ok sumpah penipuan terang terangan2* hahaha.

butttttttt..the irony is, we went straight away to day fresh after that *i ws thinkng of drinking juice, kira mcm sihat gila ah hari ni* instead, we orderd egg maggi with cheese!! OMG! dgn peluh x kering lagi, pakai sports atire siap, order maggi. cool kn kami?? and to make things more irony, piya *my jog-mate today* happily took sprite and nicely drink it! and now...shes in the kitchen preparing our dinner and its NASI AYAM people!! nice one. 40minutes of jogging=nothing. WOW!

and since hearing me jogging is a rare thing for you as well as for myself, im giving you a chance to see how cute i was ths evening and look at my happy face! awwwww.....

Wow...*ok this is not liv tyler*

f-a-m: i can easily cry. im such a cry baby..ok tadi saya nangis sbb dia org gelak kn saya x reti set password kt laptop! so meannnnnn!! kan dh ckp buta IT :(((

im dying :((

ZOMG! this is all my fault. totally my fault! how stupid i am to even think of playing this game! bt i still blame you for even AGREE to play! daym!!! ok heres my-so-called-i-think-this-game-is-cute-we-shud-give-it-a-try works, we made a deal, not to contact each other in ANY WAYS for one WHOLE week. u know no phone calls, no messages, no Im no nothing, *ok we cheat sometimes by communicating thru myblog or our ym status* and who ever make an attempt to contact first, lose!

and to make this whole thing even TOUGHER, this particular someone is the one who i called VERY OFTEN, who msg me like 24/7, we do ym like everynight, and because of this game my routine life changes DRASTICALLY!! and im dying now. seriously. now that im alone, because nana *my housmate* suddenly made up her mind to go back TONIGHT, yesss people TONIGHT! *she'll be on her flight any minutes from now* and im not prepared for this!!!

i've been like a crazy woman, staying home doing NOTHING, and even if i feel like telling you how was my day, i just have to stop myself because i dnt want to lose *not that i dont miss you ok* ohhh god help me. and i swear we are not doing this AGAIN. EVER!

i miss u. i miss u. i miss u. like craaaaaaazyyy :(( thank god just one more day to go!!

but somehow this game will make u realized how important someone is in your life *its not that i dont realized it before, bt im trying to put it in a diffnt way ths time :) *. i think you guys should try too. u know with someone you spend most of your time with. be it you boyfriend, girlfriend, sisters, bff, ok whoever. its fun, and its HARD. hahah. so brave enough to try? *oh plisss dont do this when your relationship is on the rock*. well they say, if you put ths game into a positive thing, it will strenghten your relationship :)

f-a-m: i dont like to wear the same top or baju that i have worn, to class. at least not in two weeks time. i find it too boring to repeatedly wear the same clothes too often. sorry! its just me :))

cupcakess :))

i was so excited when i first saw this cinnamint ad on facebook, and i immediately click on it to see what they've got to offer. and so i've been emailing with the owner of this home-based company asking about the price, flavours and bla bla bla. being me who is so excited hearing that finally theres cupcakes here in INDIA, i place an order without any hesitation! hahaha.

cinnamint is actually a small company, and they dont have any shop yet, so they just bake at home, and make all the cupcakes and cakes only if u place an order. since i've tasted their cupcakes jst now, im gonna share a lil about it with you guys :)

it start with a minimum of six cupcakes, and as maximum as u wish. i orderd six of course because i dnt have anythng to celebrate and its basically my first try. it cost me rs250, so one cupcake is..ok u do the math *quite expensive actually*. they can do the delivery but u have to pay extra charges of course. i went there by myself *alone ok* because i wanna see where exactly is the place *so it'll be easier next time*

its in indranagar *ok i dont know how to spell*, 12th main road, and as i thot, the owner is young, around our age, or maybe 2-3 years older, and nice *dah nama pon rumah dia kat indranagar kan, harus lah anak2 orang kaya dia ni* i go for chocolate flavour, with chocolate topping. it tastes good, and the topping is super chocolaty! because the size is big theres still 4 left in the fridge *sapa nak rasa datang lah rumah, serious*. overall i cn say its worth a try. since we dont have much choise here right? you guys should give them a try too. for more info,
http://www.cinnamint.net/home.html

f-a-m: i dont mind if you guys wanna ask more details about ths. sharing is caring :))

enjoy :)

click for a bigger picture. HAHAHA :p

ohhh its weekend already :) and i've got nothng else to do, so i camwhore alone in my room! hahaha. *at least i dont bitching around, ryte?* this self-obsess-and-budget-comel-or-whtevr-u-call-it-but-who-cares-this-is-my-blog picture is dedicated to my family, especially ibu, who apparently keep forcing me to tell her when im coming home eventho i've told her like a zilionth times its a secret, my anonymous whos missing me like crazy i know u dnt have to deny it, my readers, and anyone who cares :)

so have a good weekend people!! oh i just got a call and my cupcake is ready and im going to get them now!! sure sure i'll update soon. dont worry ok! take care.

f-a-m: someone told me that blogsphere is full of dramas, and i couldnt say more because its totally true. so yessss, i cn handle critics now *i guess* hahah, at least will try to be more professional. and smile. always. :)

hasad dengki perangai syaitan. so, jangan jadi mcm syaitan.

dear anonymous,

thank u for all your comments. yeah your unpleasant comment. bt i just have an inquiry to ask. what is your problem anonymous? is your life that pathetic and u'v got nothng bttr to do than bitching around at others blog? i pitty u, with full heartedly for that. i dont need to know who u are, and i dnt want to know. but as an adult, who is mature enough, and i cn consider professional enough, dont you feel ashame of yourself? yes you anonymous, dnt u feel sorry for yourself when u look into the mirror and see yourself as an unethic person? din your parents thot u how to behave when u were small? oh no. i shudnt blame ur innocent parents. this is all about u, im sure of that.

kenapa lah selalu ada perasaan x puas hati dalam diri awk. kenapa? gelap sgt ke hati tu? apa yang awk nak dengki sangat dgn saya? ada org comment blog saya as anonymous, awk ckp saya commnt blog sendiri. maaf lah kalau xda org nk cmmnt blog awak, dan awak jealous, tapi saya xde lah se pathetic dan se loser awak yg terfikir nk cmmnt blog sendiri. mungkin itu yang awk biasa buat kan, sbb tu awk ckp. hmmmh, tlg lh ubah perangai.

am i that bright, and you feel so insecure and inferior or something? no im not. than what is your problem? erghhh i cnt stop myself for being sorry for yourself anonymous. bt i know i cnt do anythng to change your attitude. your bad attitude. i just hope one day you will realize and hate yourself for who you are before this.

to the good anonymous, thank you for your pleasant comments, i appreciate tht. but one of your "anonymous" members seems to have this little problem with me, thats why i wrote this. of course this entry has nothing to do with you guys, i just thot of letting this bad anonymous know how i feel about herself. thank you again, n may god bless you all. especially this bad one. u need more bless from him obviously :)

f-a-m: i personally think that you are too jealous. just stop reading my blog if u dont like it ok. and dont stalk me too much by reading all my comments. oh and get yourself a respectful life. thank u :)

aku dan kau..

minta maaf banyak2. entri kali ini mungkin bakal menyinggung perasaan beberapa belah pihak. kali ini saya nk guna kata ganti diri aku dan kau supaya nampak lebih kasar, dan lebih makan dalam *harap2 berjaya*. tahu tak betapa sakit nya hati saya bila berada di sekeliling orang2 yang tidak pernah belajar dari kesilapan, yang cakap besar nauzubillah, mereka-reka cerita, buat2 tahu walaupun dia nampak bodoh *maaf* sekali bila cuba buat2 tahu tu, dan macam2 perangai lagi. saya tahu, oh silap aku tahu, aku pun bukan manusia sempurna *langsung tak*, tapi berpada2 lh kalau x sempurna pun ok?

situasi pertama: "cuti ni aku nk pg bercuti ngan family aku kt rome *bkn negara sbnr*, tak balik malysia kot". ok aku nak kau tahu satu perkara je lah. yang aku rasa nak muntah bila dgr kau ckp benda tu kt kawan2 aku yg lain *yg x tahu kisah silam kau yg suka menipu tu*. eh come on lah kan, kau dan aku pun tahu, yg kau tu ada kisah silam suka menipu kita org, dah pernah kantoi pun, kau ni mmg x reti belajar ke dari kesilapan kau? fine lah kalau kau nk membangga2 diri kau dgn perkara yg aku dan kau pun tahu mmg x kn berlaku, dkt org lain, tapi bila kau dekat2 dgn aku, dan aku dapat dgr perbualan kau yg memual kan tu, aku rasa marah. ok? marah! stop lah membangga pasal diri kau dan keluarga kau yg memang x sahih langsung kebenaran nya. kau nk ke aku bagitau kt semua org pasal kau? xnk kn? aku pun xnk, so tolong lah ubah sikit perangai kau tu. bila org dah bagi peluang kedua, pandia2 lh ya.

situasi kedua: aku tak faham kenapa kau suka sangat treat aku mcm, ntah aku pun xtahu nk ckp mcm mana. bila aku tanya soalan yg simple2, kau x pyh lah nk menjawab dgn muka kerek kau tu ya. kau tak bagus pun lah. aku pun x bagus tapi aku xde lah nk buat muka kerek bila org tanya soalan2 simple kt aku, contoh nya "eh tadi pharmaco punya practical buat apa?" *bkn soalan sbnr* ape masalah kau aku pun x faham. kau ni pms hari2 ke? x kn? aku boleh terima lah kalau kau nk sangat buat muka kerek kau tu time kau pms, sbb org ckp aku pun pms jugak *org lah ckp*, tp bila hari2 biasa yg tenang dan damai ni, kau cuba lah jadi normal. tolong eh?

situasi ketiga: ok korang marah x bila barang korang diguna kan tanpa pengetahuan?? hish ni paling bengang. aku x kisah lah kalau kau nk pinjam pen aku ke, buku aku ke,baju aku ke, bag aku ke, fine amek lah. x pyh cakap pun xpe, sbb aku x kesah kalau yg ni. ni kalau dh barang peribadi aku, kau guna tanpa pengetahuan aku, aku marah ok?? katakan lah laptop *bkn barang sbnr*, itu contoh barang peribadi kan? ke mak korang dulu time beli kan laptop cakap, "ok laptop ni ibu beli utk kongsi ngn kawan2 ya raihan" *contoh* xde kan??? bila sekali kau buat aku senyap, x bermaksud aku suka ok? aku xkesah korang nk pinjam barang2 aku, tapi ada mulut ada phone, boleh cakap atau msg utk mintak permission dulu kan?? aku mungkin nampak mcm x kesah je dgn ape yang kau buat, tp aku pun manusia, aku ada perasaan marah. ok?

situasi keempat: kau boleh tolong berfikir dulu tak sebelum kau bercakap? kalau kau tak tahu nk ckp apa kau senyap pun lagi bagus aku rasa. bila kita x tahu dan x pasti dgn sesuatu, xpyh lah kau nk buat2 tahu. aku nk bgtau kat kau, aku tergelak kecil dalam hati degan kebodohan *maaf* manusia seperti ini. mungkin org2 lain yg bkn seperti aku seronok dgn fakta2 palsu yg keluar dari mulut kau, yg konon nya serba tahu tentang segala2nya, tapi aku tak ok?? fine lah, kalau itu mmg perangai kau yg kau x boleh nk ubah, tapi boleh x aku mintak satu perkara je? tlg jangan cakap kuat sangat sampai aku boleh dgr bila kau terangkan kt org2 lain *kesian korang* pasal benda2 yg kau xtahu tapi kau buat macam kau paling tahu tu? aku rasa sangat ter annoyed!

saya bukan lah cuak, atau pun x berani nk ckp depan2 dgn kau ok, masalahnya, ini bukan peratama kali, dan bukan x pernah nasihat pun. tapi bila dah berlaku hari2, rasa marah tu macam membara2. saya bkn xsedar dgn kelemahan saya sendiri, banyak pun, saya tahu tu, tapi benda2 yang terlalu anoyying mcm ni, kawal2 lh sikit. sekali lagi saya nk ingat kan kepada semua org, saya mungkin nampak x kesah je dgn apa yg korang buat, tapi bila saya diam, x bermaksud saya suka *tapi kalau ada org masuk meminang, saya diam dan senyum2 sipu,maksud nya saya setuju*. ok? saya harap ada lah org yang terasa *mmg itu pun tujuan nya* maaf, xde cara lain nak sampai kan kat kau.

wah. saya rasa sangat ganas entri ni bila guna aku dan kau. apa korang rasa? cukup ganas x saya? :)) ohhh maaf jugak sbb ter sangat emo. mmg saya tgh marah.

f-a-m: rasa macam nk tukar setting blog. anonymous2 skrng makin mengganas nampaknya. saya x kesah korang nk comment ok? tp kalau nk mouth-bitching, ni bukan tempat nya, tolong lah bertamadun sikit wahai rakan2 sekalian.

i love u

oh, i've been travelin' on this road too long

just tryin' to find my way back home

but the old me is dead and gone

dead and gone ..

and oh,

i've been travelin' on this road too long

just tryin' to find my way back home

but the old me is dead and gone

dead and gone

ohhhh baby u never failed to amazed me! and ur super awesome voice keep on playing inside my head! i just couldnt get rid of u now ! i love u long time man :)) ok girl hands up, whos with me!! *ok lelaki pon boleh lh, kalau dh suka*

f-a-m: im missing someone. ohh dnt u just miss ur little-miss-deejay?? plis say u do pliss :l

lets doodle!!

so i doodled during the whole forensic lecture this evening *mind you this wasnt my first time :)* because im the kind of person who cant sit still doing nothing, or else i'll doze off just in a few seconds! todays lecture was just too boring for me to jot down on my book, so rather than letting myself being humiliated by the lecturer in front of the whole class because he caught me sleeping, i doodle!


everybody loves to doodle somewhere and somehow right? when something start to get boring, or its just too long we cnt even pay our attention anymore, thts when we start to doodle! *i know there are people who prefer to just sleep* haha! some people say we cn know our personality base on the things that we doodled, which im not sure how true is that fact.


well i do doodle! i can say a lot. hahah. selak lah buku mana2 pun mesti ada gmbr burung ke bunga ke dinasour comel ke kt hujung2 page nota saya :) i think they are cute. hahaha. bt i dont do it ALL the time ok, just when my attention slipd away and when i try to keep myself awake. jgn salah faham ya, saya rajin salin nota, betul x tipu *cantik pulak tu* hahaha.


so how bout u? u guys do doodle right??? *dont tell me u dont, because i dont think thats funny*

ok this was during forensic just now, im sorry sir your wound and wht so ever weapon is soooo not my thing :p *oh i just realised i spelld jelousy instead of jealousy. thanx anonymous :)*

and this was last year during dr.murali-kesayangan-ramai punya lctr. *sigh* im sorry sir your voice is just too lullaby, u drive me to sleep...

f-a-m: i used to bite my nail! im a terrible-nail-biter! *selalu kena marah ngn ayah :(* my nail used to be soooooo UGLY and SUPER short all the time *yg sampai isi lebih dr kuku, if u knw wht i mean*. but now...tadaaaaa!! it look so nice, a lot of people been asking where i did my french manicure. oh the asnwer is simple. ITS NATURAL :))

jealousy

you are like an indian summer in the middle of winter

like a hard candy with a surprise center

how do i get better, once i'v had the best?

you said theres tons of fish in the water, so the waters i will taste.

oh, wont you walk through?

and bust in the door and take me away?

oh, no more mistakes

cause in your eyes i'd like to stay.

f-a-m: when im good im very good. but when im bad, im even better. so just dont try me. ok? :)