turning over a new leaf

im sorry to any readers whos been wondering about whts going on with my blog lately, but lets just keep that as one of my rough journey of this toughest life ok? and to anyone who hates me, im sorry i cant satisfy everyone needs, so dont expect too much.

to take things positively, at least one day, i know what to say to my daughter when shes going thru her hardest time. *cheehhhh, HAHA* thank u to my family, and friends who never failed to be there for me. i really appreciate that. and u know i'll be there for u too :)

ok enough missery!! im back for good! u'll see more cheerful updates after this but immediately leave when u dont feel like reading ok! the rule is pretty simple isnt it?? and i hope my readers will be more ethical when u leave comments. thank you!

p/s: be patient and don’t rush anything. Good things come to those who wait.

"silence n smile are two powerful tools.smile is the way to solve many problems n silence is the way to avoid many problems."

f-a-m: i thank allah for this patient he gave me. but im not an angel i have my limits too.

young and fresh!

it feels like its been ages since the last time i sat on that comfy-lecture-hall-seat, listening and copying notes from the lecturers, sleeping during any of those, do my homeworks, preparing for seminars...well i can say apart of me still hoping that holiday is for forever, but another part of me is all excited for the new semester to begin:) overdosage of sleeps, movies, shoppings, relaxing arn't good for the brain right? so lets start our 4th sem with full of enthusiasm! *omg look whos talking!* HAHAH :p

seize the day :)

remember i told u about all our ruined plans? well being us, we never give up :) and of course this time everything is more appropriate with the reservation and all. with a car as well. and yeah we had our clinical in the mornig, did henna *or mehndi they calld it here* in the evening, just few hours before our great dinner begin. we really seized the day! njoy the pictures :))

i was amazed! they are so CREATIVE. free-hand ok?? and mereka semua LELAKI.

the JAKUN me :p

the result :))

bbq nation at LAST!

me with the birthday girl. awww...

safiya, serjit, moi.

all pretty :)

seriously girls?? im the TALLEST?? pfffft. HAHA :p

happy belated bitrhday serjit, AGAIN :))

the end!

ZOMG! did i just killed two birds with one stone?? very impressive raihan :) and totally time saving!

f-a-m: i write about general things i saw in everyday life, but sometimes it smacked any of us *including me* right to our face right? chillax its normal weihhh :)) reality hurts i know. and im sorry if i hurt u. remind me about things i forgot, because i'll do the same to u.

S.O.S!

im in SERIOUS need of help of a computer geek *or anyone who has higher technology-knowledge than ME!* to tell what is WRONG with my laptop! ok this past few days, my laptop has gone CRAZY by shutting down itself without any of my instructions, or permission i would say! its like im in the middle of gossip girl, and my laptop suddenly turn off! but it automatically on again by itself, and everything has to start ALL OVER with that weird-blue-screen. i know this wasnt a good sign. but plisss dont tell me i need to send her to the clinic... :(( teach me how to solve this.. like STEP-BY-STEP. i MEAN it!

has anyone had this same problem before? or its just me?? oh my..what am i gonna do without u...

HELP!!!

irresistible, i SWEAR.

FINALLY its over! exams i mean. and thank god pharmaco practical just now was not that hard, so i dont have to feel guilty at all for having this whole fun right after i answered my last question :))

you see, our actual MAIN plan was to watch a movie and to have dinner at bbq nation. yes just movie and dinner. movie and dinner.but everything started to go wrong when theres no ticket available that suits our time range. so! we decided to do window shopping *which obviously never works for me* to kill the time, since bbq nation will only be open from 7pm.

with my new SUPER high heel *super enough that i got blisters all over! i din expect to do A LOT of walking, obviously* we went from one end to the other end, entered almost all shops in that mall! and i tell u, the feeling of leaving tommy, ucb, and few others without bringing out their shopping bags along was UNBELIEVABLE.

just as i thought i could finally control my shopping habits....theres one bag, just ONE that caught my attention! and i told myself, why not take a peek, u r not going to buy it anyway *yeahhhh right* and OMG, it looked even gorgeous when i hang it on my shoulder. ok this ONE is totally irresistible, i SWEAR. *sighhhhhh* welcome to my overpopulated bag holder :))

after we are done with our so called "window shopping" we went straight away to bbq nation. and to our surprise...it was CLOSED!! damn it. another plan ruined! we ended up having our dinner at KFC, yes how pathetic is that! lesson for today: always make a reservation!

f-a-m: im going to do henna this friday. with my other girlfrens. wait for the result :) and plissss help me recover from my uncontrol habits!! i need money for my holiday trip people!! *blaming myself non-stop* :X

i thank ALLAH for this :)

they say the clothes aren't nice, the jeans doesnt fit. but they are the one who spent thousands$$$ when they shopped.

they say the food wasnt good, never suits their taste. but they are the one who eats like a pig.

they say theres nowhere to go, this place is so boring. but they are the one who'll never be home.

they say this wasnt enough, i deserve more. well i say "they" just dont know what grateful is..*sighhh*

f-a-m: i pass my microbiology paper, which is totally unexpected. syukur alhamdulillah :) mesti berkat doa ayah ibu ni :))

fashion fast foward

omg why now..whyyy!! thank you, for being VERY understanding! u shud have skipd my name when u send this email. as if i can make it. pfffft. have fun people! *at least think of me sometimes :)*

i wonder

please, handle with CARE.

why do we hurt the most the ones we LOVE the most?

We always seem to hurt the people that we would do anything to keep from being hurt by anyone else. how ironic is that? but why?

is it because our souls are so much connected even a slightest mistake make it too deep so it hurts?
is it because knowing that they are our loved ones, so they will always forgive us easily?
is it because they are the ones closest to us, and thats why the impact is always greater?

i wonder.....