Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Saturday, December 5, 2009
But then I realized that this really wasn’t me. I’m not like this. So I get up from my bed at 7 in the EVENING to start my day! Pretty late I know, but I convinced myself that this could never be too late and I feel like a whole new spirit got into my body!
so I took my bath (my morning bath that is), clean up the total MESS around my bed, and start making myself useful again ;)) I look around the four walls thinking of what to do and I spotted my wardrobe! The last time I checked on it was like ages ago, and I’m so surprised it look like this; like eww!
Ok obviously Mr.wardrobe needs my help! I gather all my strength to pull out EVERYTHING, and thot of sorting them from scratch all over again! like come on right, this is a very easy job for me, no problem at all i can do it. so i keep on digging and digging my wardrobe until its totally EMPTY, and oh mi god i almost fainted when i see this;
i was like, holy shit where do i start now?! i cant just give up because where the hell am i going to sleep if i din finish this tonight! so sloooooowly i picked up one bye one, n choose which one goes back in the wardrobe, which one deserves to bid goodbye, and which are going back forever to Malaysia with me!
tiring but VERY satisfying ;)
but since i don't feel like i've done enough to make it up to myself for being useless before, i even cleaned my shoes! throw away few VERY OLD pairs, and rearrange them ;)
now theres only one thing left! i think i need to do some shopping tomorrow ;) to replace all the things that i "threw" during my cleaning up session! hihi ;p may be 2 pairs of shoes and a couple of tops will do just fine! dont u think so? ok we are really talking about myself now huh? ;D
p/s; BEX died this morning. . .rest in peace buddy.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
I've been thinking about how GREAT it will be if I could spend a vacation with my best friends to any place in this world like TOO much lately! I keep on imagining the scenery of this one place I don’t know where (but not Malaysia) with us laughing and taking pictures and holding hands and do all the crazy stuffs together, every night before I went to sleep. Ok I know I’m crazy ;/
I strongly feel that, being with people who understands you PERFECTLY is the greatest thing someone could possibly asked for. Like seriously, we can do whatever things we feel like doing, we don’t have to hide anything from each other, n even when we did something wrong we just knew that these people will back us up not condemn, like any other USUAL friends.
But I know growing up is never gonna be easy. Stressful studies to catch up with, exams here and there, vacations fall on different date and time, and most importantly being THOUSAND MILES away from each other make it even MORE difficult to plan a DREAMFUL vacation like this. *sighhhhhhh ;( no matter how BADLY I want this to happen, I got to be REAL too, this isn’t EASY.
p/s; i miss u people.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Omg omg omg I’m so happy I gained 2kgs last night! ;D despite of this sudden attack of flu & fever ! I feel like jumping up & down from the weighing machine, seriously! hihi ;) call me gedik or whatever, as if I care ;p ! Just so u know it is EXTREMELY hard for me to gain weight just like how HARD it is for u to lose it! Blame my metabolism!
I called mom this evening, and she’s so worried to know that I’m down with fever. Even more worried when she heard my SENGAU voice! But the thing is, I am very sure I din tell her anything about it before. Then I asked from where she knew this? She simply replies “ibu pun reti guna internet” whoaaaa! Hahah! She’s so cute ;))
Apparently dad is excited about me coming back too! He has started planning for mom on what to cook n I heard he mentioned something like CRAB!? He said “kesian akak mesti dah lama tak makan ketam!” u r so right daddy ;D don’t u just love my parents? ;p
Ok here goes my countdown! MALAYSIA❤ 16 days to go!! I told u time flies fast! ;))
Wish me luck for my endless tests this week people! I got 2 pathology papers on subsequent Wednesday & Thursday. And to add up this torture, another microbiology test on that same Thursday! PERFECT right! So I better start studying now! May be I’ll be too busy to update my blog this week. Just a notification in advance!
have a joyful week everyone ! ;]
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
As if from today, Wednesday 25 November 2009, my countdown for “MALAYSIA ❤ __ days to go!” is one day lesser than yesterday, and now it’s only 21 more days to go! Wehoooooo ;)) I know time flies fast, especially with all the endless tests, seminars, and tutorials that keep me BUSY nowadays, 16th December is going to be SOONER than I thought!
I have decided that this time around, I’m not going to make it as a surprise anymore! So that mom will be home, not outside hanging around with her friends, or meeting here and there with the club whatever, and she can cook me DELICIOUS foods if she knew I’m coming back! And since school holidays started already, at least my siblings can get up early from bed (in my dream la kannnn), wait for me at the front door, give me a hug, ask for their souvenirs (yeahhh dh 10 kali balik, 10 kali la nak souvenir??) and continue to sleep. USELESS!
masak special ok ibu? ;))
After all surprises are meant to be exciting! If I make it too often, it’s not going to be exciting anymore! So yeah, right now I’m thinking of another surprise for dad’s coming birthday on the 24th December. Hmmm hmmm ;)) ok! Let’s count the days together with me people! N See u soon MALAYSIA (◑‿◐)
p/s; I love surprises, don’t u get it?? *hinting someone* ;p
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I had an introduction class on psychopharmacology this evening and I must say this to u, I personally think that each and every one of us suffered from MENTAL illness at least to some extend! (So from now on, I’ll be calling us (I’m not excluding myself) as psychotic patient, HAHA)
But then of course this depends on which psychiatric disorder u fall into! Let me see what we got over here…oh PERSONALITY disorders! Interesting! I can’t stop smiling while copying my lecture notes just now because every time my Doctor classified and explained each categories I actually have certain people in mind! Heh ;p
- Unstable characteristic: today they treat u like a princess SUPER DUPER nice, and tomorrow like so sudden, they become a TOTAL jerk! OMG what the hell is wrong with u people? But wait a sec, why is this sound like someone VERY familiar to me? Hahah ;p
- OBSESSION: why u so obsessed with me when everybody knows, lalalala *continue singing* HAHA. Yeah u can laugh, because as funny as u think I’m being perasan, I felt FUNNIER to actually been talked about at the first place by these obsessed people.
- Mood depression: ok this sounds more like me (fair N Square now? Hihih) I ADMIT that I’m a person with a mood swing. I can be MAD at someone just because YM connection sucks at the time of having CRUCIAL conversations. Because I thot they haven’t replied me when they actually did, it’s just the CONNECTION PROBLEM. Omg I’m that annoying? HAHAH!
- Dependant: I need not say anything, very SELF EXPLAINATORY.
- Deviant eating: I swear I saw someone (u wont believe me If I tell who) eat a BLACKBOARD CHALK in front of my eyes! Of course she thot nobody saw what she’s doing. And its not just one time, I saw it again few days back. GULP.
Ok there are many MORE disorders that I din mentioned. But I got to stop now, and read pathology! All these tutorials and seminars are killing me softly I tell u! So don’t think u escaped from this MENTAL illness just because u are not any of these fives ok? Hahaha!
See u soon psychos ;))
Monday, November 23, 2009
As u people can see, I made few changes with my blog here and there as a comeback debut (heh ;p) I changed the background, I put those hyperactive-colorful-fishes for u guys to play with, n I even let you people read my twitter updates unnecessarily, HAHA! So tell me which part of my life is a secret now? Seems like u guys know everything already! ;p WOWWW.
But one of the changes that I find very interesting and USEFUL is the live traffic feed! Not only I got to see who’s reading my writings, it actually helped me with my GEOGRAPHY! Because every time I saw a weird location/flag on my feed (obviously INDIAN flags predominate, HAHA) I’ll Google to see which country that belongs to!
So now I know, Oslo is in Norway and Gdansk is in Poland! And the flag that looked similar with Indian flag is Dubai (I mean the color combination, hihi) see? Isn’t this USEFUL? For my general knowledge at least? Ok just don’t tell me I’m the only one who doesn’t know about Oslo n Gdansk! HAHA! But whatever, now I know ;)
I hope I’ll see a lot more weird locations on my feed, so that at the end of the day, I’m not just a boring blogger but a walking ATLAS! Hahah!
p/s; dont be shy to come again, friends n foes (if any ;p)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Don’t u just love it when it’s Sunday, and it’s a PRODUCTIVE-day? Well I do ;) I feel so much USEFUL to wake up as early as 930 (I mean SUPER early since its Sunday) and do all my chores. Changed my bed sheet, swept my room, mopped the floor, fold my clothes, do the laundry, clean the toilet, and when I’m done, I made myself a cup of hot chocolate and Skype with best friend! ;D just perfect!
So I better keep this productivity going on till the end of the day! My pharmacology text book is waiting for me already!
Have a wonderful Sunday people ;))
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Ok moving on! my friend was talking about the WTF (please dont read this as whatthefuck, HAHA) plate number since thats the latest plate number for cars registered in Kuala Lumpur, and shes so excited to buy a car now! haha! personally i think WTF is cool, but somehow it sounds very inappropriate? i dont know. and soon enough, WTH (again, dont read this as whatthehell) is coming up next! one after the other, GREAT!
Johor's plate number JEW, was once VERY controversial too because to some people it carries religious value. its just a plate number after all, but i myself wouldn't want to buy a car with a capital JEW. unless u are Jewish people, may be thats something u'll be proud of ;)
well...my dream plate number is R1 since like the day i know how to spell my name! very prestigious, classy n EXPENSIVE too, u don't have to tell me. i bet the price of my plate number is going to be triple the price of my car. HAHAH big dream R ;)) weihh nothing is impossible ok?
i think we all agree that plate number reflects the owner of the car to some extend. and please tell me, what on earth will TAH1 or BAB1 reflects u? (these plate numbers really exist) just look at this Honda. i find it very.....
No matter how hard we try to convince our self, that time will heal a broken heart, sometimes along that journey of becoming one strong person again, we slipped. And all the BAD memories, always ready to haunt us back. Making the old scar bleeds again.
Of course it’s easier to be said than done, FORGIVE AND FORGET. Live with the future not the past. But certain things are really not easy to get rid off and its true, history keeps on messing with the present. We can’t blame our self to feel this way, well in fact nobody has the right to blame us too. We are just human with a heart. n MEMORY.
I just wish that I can start everything all over again. I just wish that this history wasn’t mine. Because I am very happy now. And I just knew I could be happier IF the history REALLY wasn’t mine.
enjoy your weekend !
Friday, November 20, 2009
I saw someone uploading a photo of a place I’ve never been last week, n that caught my attention! Obviously by now ALL my college mates should’ve known MARATHAHALLI, the factory outlets unless u don’t have a FB account (seriously???) so I went INSTANTLY right after I knew, n with friends like mine, we just need one hour to get ready on UNPLANNED things like this ;))
Let’s see what outlets they got over there..
- . Puma
- United colors of Benetton
- Calvin Klein
- Tommy Hilfiger
- And few brands u might not know of.
Of course it’s CHEAPER from their normal price, and 100% authentication assured! But the only thing is, this place is quite FAR and u can’t prolly go by auto!
There are few other INTERESTING places like the paintball arena, go-kart, futsal, and I saw one place like a fishing lake or something on my way to Marathahalli the other day! Its good u see having these people discovering new places and share with everybody, at least now we got SOMETHING else to do rather than MISSING HOME tak sudah sudah (no im not talking about myself)
p/s; doesn’t this sound interesting enough to u? COME VISIT ME HERE laaaa !!
Today is a very tiring day. My clinical theory class starts as early as 8am (it might not be early to u, but it is to me!) and I got ophthalmology posting at 9-12pm. Followed by ENDLESS theory classes after that. 1230 Pediatrics, 130 Ear Nose n Throat (ENT), 230 Ophthalmology (AGAIN) 330 Dermatology and if we are lucky enough the Doctor will stop at 430. BUT MOST OF THE TIME, WE ARENT THAT LUCKY I TELL U.
And honestly I just made it halfway! Sleepy,hungry,lazy(not) I decided to go back and LUCKILY our (u don’t think I’m the only one being naughty right?!) savior, Tom the one with the CAR (ehem daddy are u reading this?) wanted to go back as well! But not so lucky us, Dr.Manohar (he’s like our clinical PRINCIPAL) happened to be at the car park too! SHIT it felt very high school u know hiding from being seen behind the canteen! HAHAHA!
Just so I thought he’s gone, he’s actually behind us on the road! OH MY EFFING GOD I was scareddddd! HAHAH! But fortunately Tom’s car is fully tinted so he can’t see us inside, FEWHHHH! This really reminds me of my SSP time, I used to “fly” a lot and being CAUGHT once! Kan Mimi? HAHAHA those were the days ;pp
excuse me, how much is this NANO again?
Note to self; its better to ponteng ALONE rather than in GROUP. Or never to bunk classes again? hihih!
I’ve been eating McDonalds like EVERYDAY now and I don’t need anybody to remind me how FATAL that is. I feel bad really every time I drag my feet to that restaurant but I just couldn’t help it. After all it’s the nearest, fastest n cheapest? Rs96 for a medium size of Mc chicken meal compared to Rs120 for a chicken fried rice and an orange juice. And for god sake it will take like FOREVER if I dine at the local restaurant here but at Mcd its just 10minutes. Ok enough REASONING Raihan!
One thing that you’ll be amazed with this particular branch of McDonalds is, you’ll see “white coats” all over u. these “white coats” who are going to scold u every time your blood pressure is not under control because of unhealthy food u take, the one who’ll be advising you to control your sugar level and take everything SUGAR-LESS. Sighhhhh isn’t that IRONIC? (Don’t worry I’m not alone, I saw my Doctor feeding her 6years old daughter with Mcd for lunch last week, heheh)
What I’m trying to say is that when it comes to this kind of things, it really is INDIVIDUAL/PERSONAL (it’s the same thing R). No matter how aware I am (for example) how dangerous Mcd is to me, I keep on buying (ALMOST EVERYDAY) my Mc chicken, my Fillet-o-fish or if I don’t have anything to buy I’ll take a cup of sundae with me. Its like u know how HARMFUL smoking is, but u keep on smoking, or its like u know how SINFUL it is not to cover your ‘aurat’ but u still not covering it. U got what I mean?
And for the MILLIONTH times I’m telling this again n again n again, I NEED a sport shoe like so bad!! Can anybody hear me?? LIKE SO BAD ok! Please believe me I’ll jog and run and burn all this Mcd I ate if I own a pair of sport shoe…PLEASE BELIEVE THIS…u see in the end the reason why im not healthy is not because of McDonalds, its ALL because of u, sport shoe.
p/s; I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO MAKE REGULAR EXERCISE AS MY LIFESTYLE !! (Am I convincing enough?)
I’ve been VERY BUSY with my studies n all so yeah that’s the reason why I decided to take a break and put my blog on hold because I don’t want u people to come and see no updates, just the same old post of FEW MONTHS BACK (if EVER anyone have done that HAHA) its very FRUSTRATING kan pergi blog “kegemaran” (of course not mine) tapi NOTHINGS NEW.
Ok lets see where to start now…hmm…hmm…maybe my latest picture will do. CHEERS ;))
Thursday, October 29, 2009
so my best friend just bought her blackberry few days back, and shes now clueless on where to start. being me, the kindness of all, im going to teach her steps by steps (here) in the process of transforming her into a bb "BIMBO" :)