eid mubarak :)

in 2 hours time I'll be in the cab to the airport. finally its MALAYSIA again :) really cant wait to reach home and see all my family members!

alhamdulillah, Ramadhan this year is more meaningful than the previous one to me. i dapat pergi terawikh even though not all the nights, i wanted to khatam quran but i failed (when u cant pray for seven days, its hard to cacth up with what has been left) few juzuk remain, but I'm well satistified with my achievement. will continue reading after this, insyaAllah :)

so i hope your Ramadhan this year is better than the last one too :)) and i want to take this opportunity to wish all my readers SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! sorry for all my wrongdoings (if any) and if theres anything that i wrote hurt u guys in any way, I'm really sorry. enjoy this joyful syawal and lets stuff our tummy with all the NUTRITIOUS food this month :D :D

i'll surely enjoy mine, so wait for my eid mubarak special updates! im gonna take a lot of pictures and featured it all here. trust me its going to be yummylicious. HAPPY HOLIDAY all :))

p/s: sedap nya makan ketupat/lemang dengan rendang. dengan ayam merah. dengan sambal goreng. kuah lodeh. soto. etc etc. WOW :)

ok doakan keselamatan penerbangan i !

music & lyrics

someone gave me this. very meaningful and beautiful lyrics. give it a try! maybe if u sing along, u'll get what i mean :))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNDupepMg7c

thanks.

i LOVE u someone :D

hope for the best! :D

so heres the thing about going back to malaysia this time!

1) i am fucking nervous because my mom doesnt know about my SUPER short hair, YET. i dont think my siblings have told her because she din mentioned anything on the phone ALL THESE WHILE. fewhhhhh. so wish me luck on that! TAKUTTTTT !! hahah.

2) im not going to meet amal like for the first time, since shes in STATES now. thats gonna be weird too. but its ok, time flies fast! i see u next year insyAllah budak annoying :D jangan sedih if i dapat snap picture with ur parents and siblings and nieces, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AWAK. kikiki ;p

3) MAYBE just MAYBE my brother's friend going to fetch me from changi. ok this got to be the WEIRDEST of all. hahaha! hish malu la i, kita nak borak apa dalam kereta. nanti bapa ingat i balik bawa menantu macam mana? nanti i malu ngan abang2 i macam mana? hahah! dah raihan jangan gatal, naik cab sudah!

4) not going to bring LOTSSS of money because nak saving (chehhh pada hal duit dalam bank dah menipis, pandai kan bagi alasan mulia?) tapi tapi tapi. i baru je check facebook and k.elida tulis duit bulan OCTOBER dah masuk??? what? ini untuk senior je ke kita org sekali??? kita pun dapat bonus raya macam orang bekerja ke? HARAP2 KITA PUNYA PUN DAH MASUK. ok tak jadi lah nak saving. HAHAHA!

5) balik balik je esok nya raya , YEAYYY :D :D :D

one last tender moment between us.

siapa suka kan bila kita kena berubah jadi orang lain, sebab orang lain tak suka kita.

siapa suka kalau kena kongkong. buat ini tak boleh buat itu tak boleh , kita kan masih muda.

tapi apa salah nya bila kita berubah untuk orang yang kita sayang. dan apa salah nya bila kita kena kongkong sebab orang sayang kita.

mungkin perubahan tu boleh buat kita jadi lebih baik, dan mungkin kongkongan itu pun boleh buat kita jadi baik. kan? :D

p/s: saya rindu ibu bapa saya.

young & fresh !

twenteen one and loving it :))

hey everyone! dah ada yang rindu i la tu? yang check blog i setiap 5minit sebab nak tgk ada update terbaru ke x kan kan kan? thanks korang :) HAHA!

so today is my birthday! yes people today is si comel's birthday. thanks all, for the wishes. for the dinner treat ( still waiting for few treats ) hahaha! thanks for the cake, thanks for the phone calls, messages and walls, thanks for the awaiting presents in MALAYSIA, thanks for the awesome EVERYTHING ;) i couldn't asked for more!

now i am legally 21 i just hope that Allah akan permudahkan all my urusan and makbul kan all my prayers, insyaAllah!

p/s: 2 more days, and im in HEAVEN again :DD

Allah maha adil :)

have you ever thought that whatever happen to you now is the reflection of what you did in the past? i am a believer of karma. what goes around comes around, what you give is what you get.

its so simple. let me give u an example (wow it rhymes) you start a relationship with someone. but at the same time you knew (both of you knew) there is one person crying and hurting over that relationship you guys made. i put it in the most easiest way. your boyfriend ask you to be his girlfriend, but at the same time your boyfriend had this unsettle issues with her ex-gf (if not because of your presence what else!) and there you go, buckets of tears accompanying your new relationship.

you see, the way you start a relationship pun dah salah. and you knew he's hurting someone to get u. then what make u so sure that he wont do the same thing to u? you maybe happy now. baby here baby there, feelings sparkle everywhere. come on it took him YEARS all together to hurt that other girl remember? u might say its not your fault (bullshit) but karma doesn't know all that. so if one day it comes, and knock u HARD don't start blaming god. OK :)

this apply to every aspect of life actually, not just relationship. but since I'm AGAINST all these people who don't have anything better to do than ruining others happiness, i hope one day u guys know what hurt is. it might take u days, months, years to realize but it will eventually come. karma is not as hard as medicine to understand. i dont think u even need a brain for that. so good luck everyone!

remember, GOD IS FAIR ;)

happy lalala!

alaaaa i baru je nak record lagu raya dengan suara merdu i dan bagi korang dengar (merdu paling maximum time malam2, baru serak2 basah sikit) haha! tapi.....recorder pulak lupa nak charge..jangan hampa ok? esok masih ada :)

tak sangka next week dah raya!

ok when was this? 2007?

aidilfitri at tok mak's

nur kasih

ok first thing first. syurga cinta was ok, but i hate the fact that heliza put so much effort to be shuhada. it would be nicer if it comes naturally. well since that was her first time acting ( i think?) ok la kot. hahah. anyway perlu ke buat review pasal SYURGA CINTA?? errr??

now nak cerita pasal satu incident yang terjadi few days back! macam ni cerita dia! i was on my way to the college for my microbiology exam. since im a very well PREPARED student, dah on the way nak pergi college dalam auto tu pun masih lagi membaca! so memang tak pandang lain kecuali buku. suddenly my auto driver tekan break tahap EMERGENCY yang sampai berbunyi tu..haaa gila kan! i was shocked!

terpinga2 i. auto driver tu stop kat tepi and turun dari auto. i turned back and saw one boy jatuh tergolek dari basikal dia.

me: piya!! dia ni langgar budak tu ke?? (baca dengan tone yang betul please. ye jerit sikit, haha)

piya: tak lah budak tu tengah kayuh2 tiba2 jatuh sendiri! (since shes done reading, dia memang sempat menikmati pemandangan indah sekitar india)

me: oh bagus lah dia berhenti dan tolong!

tempat kejadian : flyover part yang turun bukit punya! (sila bayangkan tahap kelajuan maksimum dan effect bila jatuh!!)

auto driver kami tolong angkat basikal budak tu yang dah hempap dia. ya allah korang tak tahu sedih gila ok tengok muka budak tu tahan sakit..and bila dia bangun i nampak siku lengan wrist dia semua berdarah...ok tak de lah darah meleleh2 tapi luka2 yang besar, ahhh senang cerita kalau kena air dettol tu memang jerit ah kan!

i dah sedih tahap nak nangis, sumpah tak tipu...macam nak tumpang kan dia bawak pergi hospital sekali, tapi nanti basikal dia nk letak mana? ntah2 nak dapat basikal tu pun kumpul duit sejak lahir tau. pastu dah tergerak hati nak bagi dia duit untuk beli plaster dan ubat dekat pharmacy but everything happened so fast. bila i habis berfikir je auto dah press laju sebab kami pun dah lambat untuk exam..

tergamam dan sedih sampai tak tengok buku dah lepas tu. termenung i dalam auto. budak tu punya muka dah lah memang yang jenis kesian..dah lah dia pakai kopiah putih, so i assume hes a muslim. dah lah bulan puasa. dah lah kecik lagi. sampai balik exam nak tidur malam pun i x sudah2 lagi teringat kat budak tu tau. ini kisah benar.

yang paling ralat sekali dan asyik terfikir, kalau i bagi dia Rs200 tadi pun mungkin budak tu boleh beli plaster atau bandage luka dia. mungkin kalau dia kuat pun dia dapat beli makanan untuk juadah berbuka puasa. mungkin dia dapat betul kan basikal dia kalau rosak. hmm. note to myself. lain kali nak buat baik tak payah berfikir lama sangat. ok sekarang dah sedih balik...

p/s: cerita nur kasih tu best sangat ke?? i dh habis exam ni boleh ber-marathon. kalau best.

syurga cinta ;)

syukur alhamdulillah exam theory FINALLY over ;)) ok ke tak ok result, kita tunggu je la ! ada banyak sangat benda nak cerita ! i dh free ni u guys bersedia la untuk bosan bila i tiap2 hari update blog ok ? hi hi hi ;p tapi sekarang i nak tgk syurga cinta dulu (FUIYOOOOOO) hahaha !

p/s: kalau tak best cerita ni NAHAS safiah !!

bliss !

6 days to go !!

GOSSIP GIRL

7 days to go !!

LEGALLY 21 :))

9 days to go !!

MALAYSIA

ohhhh i love SEPTEMBER !!

LET'S END THIS !

OK one day left and there u go, exams going to kill me. oh god I'm half dead already !! since everybodys busy studying, dapur dah lama gila x berasap (padahal baru dua hari) hahaha ! nampak sgt baru dua hari lepas nak busy study kannnn. SOOOOO BAD raihan, VERY BAD !!

see i told u I'm DEAD !!

called ibu and told her that we've been eating outside these past few days and she keeps on reminding me to eat nutritious food ! and i went like 'errrrr..ok mom" and look what i had for my breaking fast two days in a row !!

very NUTRITIOUS indeed! now u know why i need my mother here with me !!

and by the way I'm serious about me dying people !! help me SOS !! i want to go back now. shit la this exam ! they are so psycho they made us have this sort of MIXED feeling tahu tak! whether to study or listen to lagu raya and start dreaming of wearing my new baju raya, eating ketupat and rendang with kuih raya ! and that cant be done simultaneously ! tough decision cant u see?? its OK ! this will end real soon !! 12 days left, and Malaysia here i come !!

p/s: good luck si comel !! (berkata kepada diri sendiri, HAHAHAH )

DOLCE&GABBANA.

my family and i, we used to live with all sorts of pets in our life! let me start with ayah first. believe it or not he once had a dog at his house ! yeah u get that right people ! D-O-G, dog ! i can still remember how the dog looked like. hes tall, as in when he stands up with his two legs hes at the same height with my dad, very DARK black, with a very FIERCE look n i guess if he barks, it will echo 3km away ! i wish i got the picture with me here ! those were the days when ayah is still single (ehem ehem) can pretty much say 'di zaman kejahilan nya' hahaha ! none of us got the chance to walk-the-dog not even mom (haha!) its true tho when they said 'dogs are man's best friend'. but that doesn't hold good when ayah finally met ibu ;)))

next was bird. ayah built a nice big cage for us yearssss back. hoping that we'll enjoy seeing those birds chirping and playing when hes not around to entertain us, HAHA ! it was huge ! its like a mini garden for those creatures ! as huge as i can get inside and feed them and play with couple of rabbits at the ground. they were all colorful i tell u! blue, red, yellow, green oh so BEAUTIFUL ! but it din last long. ayah had to leave to perform his hajj and someone told him that its not good to keep them in the "prison" (some sort like that) so we let them fly freely ever since, and that's the end of the bird story. ( i cant really remember what happened to our rabbits )

OK the most boring pet we ever had would be FISHES ! nothing much to say about them. its like u cant really throw your emotion to share with. unlike others. all they know is to swim, and eat. and they are very QUIET! borrrrriiinngggg ;// oh and they easily died (unless its arapaima, HAHAH ! I'm talking about gold fish and family here) and mostly because of over eating ! greedy fish !

now here i am in India ! n i still couldn't resist my love towards animals ! so i get myself a couple of rabbits ! white, very cute, and ENERGETIC. everything goes well until i had to go back to Malaysia for my holidays. i got no idea where to keep them and theres no one to look after them since everybodys going back. unless one person, MY MAID. and stupid me, instead of asking her to look after my rabbits while I'm away, i ACCIDENTALLY told her to take them forever. OK don't ask anything about this ;((

all pets we ever had comes and goes. from dog, then birds and rabbits, fishes, and rabbit again but only one SPECIAL CUTE ADORABLE animal stays with us from the day i was born until forever. none other than our CATS ! everybody loves cat i know, and we are everybody too :) come on don't expect me to right just one paragraph for them. they deserve one whole post, and that will be next time ! I MISS MY DOLCE & GABBANA ;((

remind me !!

i want an ice cream cake too ;(( for the record i salivated like a dog just by browsing google !! OK one of my must-eat-food-once-i-landed-at-Malaysia will surely be this one !!

garage sale

OK i must be crazy right now ! exams in 4DAYS time, i haven't finish reading and I'm writing this? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ?? honestly this is the MOST unprepared exam so far. weiiihh kental nya kau raihan ! you know whats going on with me ? i open my book, read one paragraph out of MILLIONS other paragraphs, and i either yawned or my focus slipped away JUST LIKE THAT in few minutes ! *sighh* will try harder after i finish this. i promise ! (secretly crossing my fingers i bet you guys cant see)

regarding the title of this post, i think i'll surely organize a garage sale once i graduated from INDIA. its just my second year here and my wardrobe is about to burst anytime soon (3doors wardrobe that is), my bagsss?? don't mention it ! my accessories left unworn, my shoes are already stacking on each other because 10 FRICKING compartments don't seem to be enough (with heels hanging everywhere around it, i wish u guys can imagine) my bed sheets that i bought and still left undisplayed ! theres just too many things ! i don't know what is going to happen within another 3 YEARS !!!

so get yourself prepared ! i GUARANTEE u this is something i PROMISE will happen. just patiently wait OK ? and start saving money for me. HAHAHA ! OK people u can start wishing me good luck for my exams ni ! OBVIOUSLY I NEED ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD.

p/s: i know on9 shopping is the in thing. but i just don't have time for all that. shipping? updating blog? with the course I'm in, i definitely not destined to do those works.