my first time

i just love my surgery posting! and to hv the ever dearest Dr.manohar as our surgeon incharged is a double love for me :) i am so impressd with his devotion and enthusiasm, teaching us from the very begining like a kindergarten teacher teaches ABC. he never scold, not even raising his voice but somehow theres somthng inside him that makes everyone of us respect him very much.

one day,while we were waiting for Dr.manohar in his room, came ths middle-aged lady looking for him. she looked at us n smile, knowing that we are the medical students and to be precised, Dr.manohar's student, she suddenly said

"u r all medical studnts right? u r very lucky to hv Dr.manohar. he's very good and kind. still here doing his job with all his courage and spirit to share the knowledge with u. he's one of a kind, n very rare to find"

and when Dr.manohar came in, theres silence. after discussing with that lady about somthng we could nt undrstnd because of the language, she thanked our Dr like a zillionth times. so i assume shes one of the patinet's relative. somehow i cn feel how close he is with his patient. n to them our Dr.manohar is like their god.

n ths was my first time getting the chance to see how the surgery is done. of course we r not allowed to even touch anythng. for the first few minutes everythng goes well. and..and....suddenly!! hahah. i feel like fainting, nauseous, haishhh mcm2 lh lg.so i went out from the OT for few minutes, minum2 air sikit, tarik nafas n masuk balik OT. n after the surgery is successfully done, one of my friends askd "sbb darah td ke?" i was like, eh bongok nye, klu takut darah xde lh nk jd doktor kottttt. tp xckp lh. it was possibly because of the smell of whtevr medication n antiseptic inside the OT, smell exactly like a disection hall, full with the cadavers.

so thats all for now. my first time experienced wasnt that bad after all. n i hope one day, i cn b a successful n respectful doctor, jst like our beloved DR.MANOHAR :)